我喜歡多寫寫過去的好多事,其實只是生怕往後無法還原記憶原有的模樣,而我僅僅能依靠並且相信的感覺,就只剩下這裡的記載了。—— 隱行人。

慶倖自己正沐浴在文字大染缸裡的其中一角,不用做大時代的思想家,純粹小眾心態的蝸居於內,不時歡悅或哭訴,讓它們都變成無法剝離我的一部份。—— Sci Wong

陰陽眼。持有者

時光旅人。入境指數

2013年1月18日 星期五

班長快遞:蘇凌登

寫給足球發燒友蘇凌登先生:

To Mr Football Buff……
兜兜轉轉,我們一同回到了這個相遇的原點,並且繼續成為戰友。

一年半的並肩戰鬥以來,要不是有他,看來我的英語會話依舊會是結結巴巴那種蹩腳英語。一旦遇上能閒聊的機會,我就自動的打開話匣子,有的沒的鍛煉自己的口才。

然而,這是位很稱職的聆聽者,不時會附和著你的情緒,笑鬧以後又過了下課時間。他給人感覺穩重,是對未來夢想有規劃的男人,甚至會自己擬好流程表(他說的):做什麽工作,娶個怎樣的終身伴侶等等。

After going off from secondary school for a period of time, we met each other at the origin , and we continue to be a comrade-in-arms.

In times of fighting side by side towards STPM for a year and a half since, but it seems my command of English will still remain at stammered kind of broken English without him. Therefore when it comes to the time and opportunity to chat with him, I will start a conversation automatically, training my speech off and on.


However, being good listener, he'd go along with your emotions from time to time, and we spent our recess with all those laughter . He gives the feeling of poise as a man who plan well on his future. Meanwhile, he even drafted his own way leading to what he has expected. (He said that to me, talking about future career he dreamt for , and the kind of partner that he would like to get married with.



當他專注于自己的事物,像變了個人,習慣一邊閱讀課文,一邊自言自語。直到被發現的時候,才對著我帶點尷尬的嘻嘻笑一聲。稍微懂一點中文的他,正經八百的模仿說中文逗得大家可樂了。因此,他和同學們混得挺融洽的。

多年以後重逢的話,不知我們會變成怎樣的人呢?

When he focused on his task, he turned into different personality. He actually soliloquized while reading the text, until he was caught murmured to himself by me and he would start giggling in a awkward manner. Knowing a little bit of Chinese made him to be able to mix with his classmates. Everyone of us are amused when he tried to speak like a native Mandrin speakers.

I wonder how would it be when we met each other again after many years later.

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P/S:


我不是什麽偵探,不過是比較敏感了一點,喜歡像個隱形人一樣藏在身邊,在他人渾然不知的情況下,裝作滿不在乎的仔細觀察著動靜。從你看見留言的反應所得,你察言觀色的本事也不賴,哪個同學,有怎樣的本色心裡都是有個底的。

難得每個中六的學員僅僅擁有寶貴的一年半,奮力啃書考試還是全情傾注友情需要一個平衡點。魚與熊掌不可兼得,既要看管住自己的學業又要三番兩次的瘋狂嬉戲絕非易事,拿捏不准可會毀了寶貴的青春時光。所以,趁能夠幼稚的時候盡情幼稚,能狂妄的時候繼續狂妄,知道被世界磨平成順服的靈魂為止。

Well, I'm not a detective anyway…… I'm just being a little too sensitive than others, like an invisible man hiding among the friends, pretending as nothing happens but actually observant unwittingly. From your comment, it shows that you're good observer too. At least, you know their type of true colour somehow.

It's valuable that everyone of us were given the precious time of one and a half year to be spent in our life in school as a pre-university student. However, it's vital for everybody to find a equilibrium point between having a good result and enjoying the memorable time with our dear friends. Sometimes, we have to sacrifice one of them for our sake, haven't we? That's why we have to be silly and frenzy when there's a right time for us to do so, until it comes to the time that we are asked to be real mature adults.

短片製作工程耗時,因此無暇趕在短片完成前加入英文字幕是我感到抱歉的事情。況且,母語讓我更好的表達,代班長這個身份傳話給全班同學。事後,只好在影片的簡介內放下字幕翻譯作為補償。

面臨大考,大夥們立即架起認真嚴肅的嘴臉;誰也沒膽量去打擾誰,交卷完畢又要匆匆回家準備下一場考試,忙碌不已。那是跨年前幾天,我關上房門和正好上線的你聊著,空著的斷片總算接上,終止了那時期的沉默。

【那是歲月的規律,還好世界很小,我們仍舊得以在某個點相遇。】

留言信箱里寫了好長一段回覆,起初是錯愕不已的;但被朋友這麼珍惜著是我倍感幸運的收穫。也許,我們很快又會在某個地方重遇。

地球是圓的,而友情是不沉默的船。

Since it's time-consuming to make these video, I apologize upon the imperfection about the subtitle, I think that my mothertongue could help me to express myself better. As a compensation to both you and Balvin. I wrote translation for your video below the description column.

Facing STPM really make us turning into a total different person, nobody dare to disturb the others while it's time to revise before exam was started. After finishing first paper, everybody rushed to their home and prepared for next paper. Few days before New Year's Eve, we chat for about an hour and he made my day which were full of emptiness after we leave the school. 

" That's the order of time, but the world is small ...... we still can meet each other in any point of our life. " you said.

In the beginning, I was shocked when he sent me a long reply, yet, I appreciate that our friendship was being cherished. Perhaps, we could meet each other in the near future. 

As long as the earth stays round in its shape, friendship would never sink. Thanks for igniting those good time that we spent together.

2 則留言 :

我知道在有生之年我無法找到任何理由替自己辯解,
因為我自己即是我自己的阻礙。
噢,言語。別錯怪我借用了沉重的字眼,
卻又勞心費神地使它們看似輕鬆。

—— 辛波絲卡《在一顆小星星底下》

櫻花雨


《擦肩而過》


相反的平行軌上,我們相遇又被錯開。在交集的刹那幾秒,一同欣賞一場燦爛的煙火,懷著丁點的悸動,然後被迫繼續各自的旅程,僅靠一線的慰問支撐著彼此的聯繫。謹記,不要回頭,回頭只有失望。


《思念信箋》


電郵也失去了網絡地位,信紙已經成為遠古的文物;但願寄出的思念得以碰上再也無法見面的人們,收藏他們會心一笑的暖意。分出了心中的一小片,卻要不回對方的那一片了,宛如無底洞,思念是永遠也喂不飽的饞。


《月光寶盒》


回憶是一種慣性動作,像是一頭栽進了時光隧道中的夾縫裡,卡在當中,探不進去也拔不出來。我不停歇的撿拾路上細碎的事物,也裁剪身后一張張挽不回的片段,框好在自己的行李箱上。


《化學論文》


實驗室里,我每天都在嘗試,東挪西湊的累積著。好比肢解一個句子,增刪某些字元的同位素,以不同的反應式努力不懈的合成一個段落的異構體。驚覺自己體內原來含有一團混沌的查克拉,屬性各異,似相互補足實際上也各自區分。


《食客遊記》


還好舌頭擁有留住記憶的能力,我走訪人生地圖里林立的某間餐館,小巷或住家內的小食飲料攤子,尋找不被時光推移的味道。循著沿路飄來的飯香,慢慢推開店門瞬間,周圍的空氣頓時充滿了馥鬱、迷離的昨日光景。


《彩色筆》


詩人說:白紙上蘊藏著永無止境的挖掘。稍稍掌握了文字的皮毛以後,不喜歡安於現狀的我,多手替那股詩意抹上一幅單調的黑白畫。那是潛意識投射出的密道,隧道牆上照片繚亂如畫廊,一圖道盡所有被隱匿的晦澀情感。


《校園光陰》


校園在不同的時空里交錯著出現,無限循環每一個學生的青春。循環沒有終點,不休止的紀念著時光流逝的速度,安置於腦海中一直回轉這些年少輕狂的歡笑與淚水。毋庸拘謹,用力揮霍是我們現在僅有的特權。


《全中華回憶錄特輯》


記錄為社團取經的遠征,我抵達一座城鎮,鎮上見著許多道上的同行。雖然陌生籠罩我們,彼此間卻懷著一絲似曾相識熟悉感。我們曾一起攜手向前找尋,未來仍在不遠地方晴朗着,今日你以全中華為榮,他日全中華以你為傲。


《短篇小說》


文字此刻變成了懂得說故事的魔術師,編織出那些令你嘖嘖稱奇的謊言,夢境般若隱若現。難怪現在都沒有多少人要讀小說了,因為這荒唐的現實世界里所發生的事件,比小說還要離奇曲折幾倍。


《光陰的故事》


你途徑某條街道,遇見了剛收好攤位的講估老。他向你哭訴著某些他無法抽離的過去,說了出來,你卻以為是個故事。語畢,講古老肩負著成千上萬的故事,腳步沉重的揚長而去。至今也無人知曉,他過日子,用的是何種心情。


《時間點》


散落一地的時光經已淩亂無序,我縱身一跳便摔進了一座景致琳琅的迷宮裡。曾經閃耀的星已死去,化作一隻隻待牧人牽回去的迷途羔羊。旅者沉迷于當中繁縟的細節不亦樂乎,仿佛發覺了長生不老的丹藥。


《咒文詠唱》


假使我們詩般孤獨,在詞句的縫隙中蝸居起來足不出戶,不過是在等待一個吟遊的巫師,用他神奇與詩意的咒語解開你被封印的核心。孰不知揭開你真面目的駭客,竟是表皮底下靜靜蟄伏著的陌生人。


《影樓休閒》


一部小說、一場電影、一首歌,各按其時作為生活回圈里幻想的插播。跟隨螢幕里抑或小說裡的主角,你的情緒起伏完全被控制住,反復練習著那些浪漫的對白。夢醒后,欣喜若狂的像沉思者得到了渴望許久的靈感。


《福音使者》


神性是明明可知的,雖是眼不可見,但藉著所造之物就可以曉得,叫人無可推諉。我們應該更堅強的存在,我們應該阻止世界變壞。愚鈍的人類停下逾越的一步跨腳,終歸會聽見,祂逐漸偏遠的笑聲。


《班長快遞》


脫去了昨日的校服,和領帶上掛著經久失去光澤的班長名牌,他仍不懈悼念一年半的短暫時光,每寫一次,舊同學仿佛就靜靜的站在身邊,揚起嘴角看你寫至校園人物傳記的尾聲,才欣慰的揮手,消失在寂寥的空氣里。


《魔界學區》


你接過貓頭鷹散佈天下的傳書並沒有過於興奮,只覺得幸運。於你而言這是期盼已久才學會的脫逃術,你知道即將不再是麻瓜,即將突破的世俗結界捆鎖的城 。沿途掉落零碎的夢,或許就正隱喻出目的地的蛛絲馬跡,指引出故事里奇幻般的道路。


《撿起的日子》


日常間中不免出現斷層,像一個無法全然表達的自白,所有想說的與能說的,都是生硬的切段,越是想要深入就越容易失言。這些容易恍惚而過的閒適時光,應該就是我專屬且僅有的,所剩無幾的幸福。


《小黃實習手記》


離開開著空調的教室,前往校外現實的職場。練習規律的朝九晚五,道盡工作的諸事八卦,縱使知道自己涉世未深仍在長大,但也無法後退了。小黃的承包商實習生日誌,在此拓展。